Tuesday, August 26, 2008

New Blog

There have been a lot of thoughts running through my head lately. I have come to find that I have no where to put them. I need an out, people. A Pensieve, if you will. You know, from Harry Potter. Dumbledore described it - "It is called a Pensieve. I sometimes find, and I am sure you know the feeling, that I simply have too many thoughts and memories crammed into my mind" Amen brotha' I would love to blog about my frustrations with my ex, but people who know him read this (I think) and I don't want to cause problems. I would also love to blog about my worries about Z's teacher this year but again...what if I forget and give her the link to see pictures of the girls sometime this year. How embarrassing that would be!! Sometimes I want to complain about my family, but they read this too.

I started this blog for people to get updated on the girls and Z. So every time I go to blog some little nothing about myself "aka Sara needs" or some other nonsense I feel like my peeps in real life are just rolling their eyes and searching for what they are truly here for; my kids. It's starting to get to me. I have stopped blogging so much because I worry what other people are thinking. Stupid, huh? I know. I have been dying to blog about the new "Breaking Dawn" book by Stephanie Myer, but again...who cares what I think?

Ugh! I know, It's my blog. I can blog about whatever I please. But will people come back? Will I be boring??

So...I am starting another blog. A private one for now. It is just for me to journal for now. One day I will open it to all readers without warning. I have no idea when that might be. A lot of you, I would have no problem with you reading my private one because you don't know me in real life. So here's the deal, if you want to be a reader of my new blog that really has nothing to do with anything baby, leave me a comment with your email address or email me your email address blueladybug77@sbcglobal.net and I will gladly add you. I don't expect anyone to want to read. Gawd, that sounds pathetic doesn't it? Ah well...it really is just for me.

I am going to change the comments so you can comment anonymously if you don't want to open a Google account, but please tell me who you are so I know :-)

And attention people I know in real life -- Now you have NO excuse not to comment! You can comment anonymously and just sign your name, so I want to see some comments please!!



Linda said...

I'd LOVE to read your blog about nothing baby related. (and I'll read this one too about the babies!) It's my nest name at yahoo. (you know it right?)

Deb said...

"I don't expect anyone to want to read"

How can you say that - I want to read, I don't just read for the baby stuff, I also read to hear how your doing. So, my email is on my profile - just let me know, if you want. You dont have to include me if you dont want - I realize we dont know each other IRL, so that would be ok too. :)

Harris Boys said...

I would love to read it. I'll email you later my email address!

have a great day!