New Blog

There have been a lot of thoughts running through my head lately. I have come to find that I have no where to put them. I need an out, people. A Pensieve, if you will. You know, from Harry Potter. Dumbledore described it - "It is called a Pensieve. I sometimes find, and I am sure you know the feeling, that I simply have too many thoughts and memories crammed into my mind" Amen brotha' I would love to blog about my frustrations with my ex, but people who know him read this (I think) and I don't want to cause problems. I would also love to blog about my worries about Z's teacher this year but again...what if I forget and give her the link to see pictures of the girls sometime this year. How embarrassing that would be!! Sometimes I want to complain about my family, but they read this too.

I started this blog for people to get updated on the girls and Z. So every time I go to blog some little nothing about myself "aka Sara needs" or some other nonsense I feel like my peeps in real life are just rolling their eyes and searching for what they are truly here for; my kids. It's starting to get to me. I have stopped blogging so much because I worry what other people are thinking. Stupid, huh? I know. I have been dying to blog about the new "Breaking Dawn" book by Stephanie Myer, but again...who cares what I think?

Ugh! I know, It's my blog. I can blog about whatever I please. But will people come back? Will I be boring??

So...I am starting another blog. A private one for now. It is just for me to journal for now. One day I will open it to all readers without warning. I have no idea when that might be. A lot of you, I would have no problem with you reading my private one because you don't know me in real life. So here's the deal, if you want to be a reader of my new blog that really has nothing to do with anything baby, leave me a comment with your email address or email me your email address blueladybug77@sbcglobal.net and I will gladly add you. I don't expect anyone to want to read. Gawd, that sounds pathetic doesn't it? Ah well...it really is just for me.

I am going to change the comments so you can comment anonymously if you don't want to open a Google account, but please tell me who you are so I know :-)

And attention people I know in real life -- Now you have NO excuse not to comment! You can comment anonymously and just sign your name, so I want to see some comments please!!

Sara